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(note this journal is just me reflecting on the near passed week, i dont want any bad stuff happening over this post as its only a reflection )
hay all , well its just a update since this week just been a nearly bad week for me since a number of thing have happened which have really tripped my up nearly , so here a quick recap and reflection
group couse work : most part of my stress , i got a deadline tomorrow and i have been working with a team for this project , i want to make sure that everyone group work is in properly so please excuse that
Group trouble: this is kinda hard to explain , depending on how you see things but in respect i will not name the group or people and keep it to a short version, basically i got in trouble with a group just becouse a person who came in who was a none member in to the chat room who was "rude" to me in general which then i did the normal thing that is normally done in groups, block the person in question and report them , when i reported them i found out they where the admin's friend and when i voiced my side of the argument which got me kicked from the chat room and warned , which upset me a bit.
this also has me a bit worried too in 2 ways , one that i dont want any more enemies , and 2 that my friends *both Rl and online* after i told them my side of the story said that if there are people like that then i should leave the group due to acting over friends then acting for there group , however i feel that would not be the right way since RP is meant to be a way to make friends, i dont want to leave on a bad terms or because of one thing. so for now ill stay and try and make things better , if things get worse i will leave and find a way to purpose the Oc for a different group, if things heal then things heal
the last thing has been that Both my mom and dad have gone away on holiday so am here looking after max , which is also a bit stressing at times but am always on skypey for chat as normal but i have slowed down for Forum RP due to the work , but after friday i should be free again.
lastly i would like to thank my friends at "iconRise-of-Anhur" , , / and also my lovely girlfriend
for helping me through this messy time, its not my worse but still a messy time